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"Banishment can be done to get rid of anything in your life. Including a pregnancy."
vesceles: Hello Alex. I am a member of abortioninformation4. Would you like to chat about abortion sometime? I am very interested in it.
alex superstar: yes, vesceles, i would
alex superstar: very much
alex superstar: and happy halloween
vesceles logged in.
alex superstar: hello
vesceles: Hi.
alex superstar: hi. so you are into abortion?
vesceles: Yes.
vesceles: I like clinical abortion (surgical or medical) but I also enjoy the idea of it in a ritual setting.
alex superstar: so am i. pleased to meet you.
alex superstar: ritual abortion?
alex superstar: explain
vesceles: Yes. It is good to meet you too if you love abortion.
alex superstar: i do. i have had 8 and hope to become pregnant again quite soon
vesceles: Do you want the full, unedited version of my beliefs?
alex superstar: yes. please.
vesceles: I am looking for an abortion partner.
alex superstar: aren't we all
vesceles: I believe in spirit contact and karma, but not in the sense of right and wrong, just learning.
alex superstar: yes
alex superstar: i don'[t believe in good or bad, necessarily
vesceles: IfI have learned painting in a past life, that is part of my karma.
vesceles: Neither do I.
vesceles: I like you already.
alex superstar: thank you. i know that i was a shitty painter in previous lives because myartwork suffers...it is my karma
alex superstar: i like you as well
vesceles: There are spirits who want to incarnate.
alex superstar: yes
vesceles: I can only draw stickmen.
alex superstar: i can only photoshop
vesceles: Yeah. I hear that.
alex superstar: myself, black and white & contrast
alex superstar: totally
vesceles: But I can play Beethoven.
alex superstar: beautiful
alex superstar: i would love to hear it, would you ever play beethoven during an abortion, do you ever think of abortion while listening to symphonies
vesceles: Yes. Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven is wonderful for daydreaming of abortion
alex superstar: i will download it immediately
vesceles: I love your questions.
alex superstar: it should be the soundtrack to our conversation
alex superstar: what are you listening to right now as we chat
vesceles: Also, the world-famous Cello Concerto by D'Vorjak.
alex superstar: thank you, i am a very clever girl
vesceles: Nothing.
alex superstar: oh - i must grab that one for my abortion-lust
alex superstar: pure and simple silence
alex superstar: brilliant
vesceles: I was just listening to a Kiss concert on VH1
alex superstar: i'm listening to beck
vesceles: Oh. Cool.
alex superstar: yeah
vesceles: I turn 49 at midnight.
alex superstar: i don't know which one of us is cooler in that sense
alex superstar: oh really
vesceles: I was born at midnight on Halloween.
alex superstar: i turn 28 in a few months. that must mean you have magic powers?
alex superstar: seriously
alex superstar: like, the gift of Knowing
vesceles: Well, if a person is fertile, they have magic powers.
alex superstar: and Seeing and Believing
alex superstar: that is very true.
alex superstar: all magic eyes are on the Fertile ones.
vesceles: I can put myself into situations when my intuition is at it's best.
alex superstar: that's pretty amazing, i am a pisces so i could say i'm pretty intuitive
vesceles: But I must work hard to cut through the nervous chatter of my senses.
alex superstar: what is running through your senses right now
vesceles: Pisces? We are both water signs.
alex superstar: can you read me through the veins and vessels of the internet
alex superstar: through the cords and sweeping telephone wires
alex superstar: can you read me loud and clear
alex superstar: yes, we are
alex superstar: we are special in that sense
vesceles: Excitement. A black, clear energy like the night rushing past and over the full moon.
vesceles: Yes. Very.
alex superstar: hell yes.
vesceles: I am in awe of Pisces.
alex superstar: pisces - we sleep a lot, we think very hard sometimes
alex superstar: we are amazing.
vesceles: Yes. I know fully well.
alex superstar: apparently i am a complete bitch and i like to play god and take control too much. which is probably why i like abortion
alex superstar: no it's not
alex superstar: at all
vesceles: Have you ever listened to a piano player by the name of Armend Donelian?
alex superstar: no, i haven't, but i will.
vesceles: It is fine music when fantasizing about abortion.
alex superstar: i will download some very soon on soulseek
alex superstar: i will make an abortion mix
vesceles: You bring up fascinating points.
alex superstar: abortion ritual music
alex superstar: thank you
alex superstar: as do you
alex superstar: i'd like to hear more about this ritual stuff
vesceles: I think there are souls who need to pay a price before they can re-incarnate as humans.
alex superstar: can you tell before the world at large can tell?
alex superstar: i know you can See things others can't See
vesceles: These are the souls (in hell, if you will) which agree to being aborted.
alex superstar: how do they scream out?
alex superstar: who hears
alex superstar: what religion are you
alex superstar: out of curiosity
vesceles: I know things about Satainism that I have no way of knowing.
alex superstar: like what?
vesceles: I have chosen a mainly Wittan path.
alex superstar: wiccan?
vesceles: Yes.
vesceles: Witta is Irish Wicca.
alex superstar: what do you know about satanism that you have no way of knowing?
alex superstar: oh my bad
alex superstar: like a less americanized wicca
alex superstar: yes?
vesceles: Somewhat.
alex superstar: or, old-school wicca
alex superstar: yes?
vesceles: Yes.
alex superstar: okay.
alex superstar: so what do you know about satanism that you have no way of iknowing otherwise?
vesceles: Brigid and Lugh are the main Gods and Goddesses.
alex superstar: of witta?
alex superstar: are there faeries

(i was laughing out loud sorry.)

vesceles: I know that abortion is one of the greatest sacraments and rituals.
vesceles: Yes.
alex superstar: have you ever seen a faerie
vesceles: There is much Faerie lore in Witta.
alex superstar: yes.
vesceles: No, but I once saw an incubus.
vesceles: Or demon.
alex superstar: really...what did he look like
alex superstar: was he trying to rape you?
vesceles: For eight yearss, I had a series of para-normal attacks by some entity.
alex superstar: yes
vesceles: It looked like the flying monkey on the Wizard of Oz.
alex superstar: that must have been quite a shock
alex superstar: are you into s&m, as well

(when he reveals an icon of himself in straps and chains)

vesceles: Well, the not being able to move was the biggest shock.
alex superstar: yes, i'm sure
alex superstar: i've read into the paranormal a bit and i watch movies
vesceles: As a statement of Woman power, yes.
alex superstar: oh, you are submissive?
vesceles: Not in the sense that you mean.
vesceles: I can put my female partner in bondage as a statement and celebration of her power.
alex superstar: absolutely, i know what you mean, my mom is totally down with that stuff
alex superstar: and she's a very powerful woman
vesceles: I think it is also a statement of trust of one's partner.
vesceles: Which is a very erotic and romantic thing.
alex superstar: yes, definitely
vesceles: Because I trust few.
alex superstar: same here.

(got a phonecall around here)

alex superstar: it is so hard to trust these days
vesceles: I like few and I understand few.
alex superstar: especially when we have these interests
vesceles: Yes.
vesceles: Yeah.
alex superstar: it makes me feel so alone sometimes.
vesceles: Yes.
vesceles: I have Neptune cunjunct Sun, so I kind of know what you Pisces go through.
vesceles: You yearn for a world, but it certainly is not this world.
vesceles: So sending an unborn child back to spirit is one of the most exciting spiritual experiences you can have.
vesceles: Some lives are long some lives are short.
vesceles: Do you believe life begins at conception?
alex superstar: brb, sorry i got a phonecall
vesceles: Ok.

(very high at this point)

alex superstar: i believe that sending an unborn child back to spirit is both spiritually and sexually thrilling
alex superstar: i believe that life has no beginning and a quick end
vesceles: Yes.
alex superstar: yes.
vesceles: That is wonderful.
alex superstar: i know, it makes life seem so much more...rational
alex superstar: doesn't it
vesceles: Yes.
alex superstar: it really does. so what other experiences have you had with abortion and witta and satanism
vesceles: It finally makes sense.
alex superstar: it does?
alex superstar: i'm glad
alex superstar: i try to enlighten
alex superstar: and show people the way
vesceles: Oh. Wow.
vesceles: Great.
alex superstar: yes?
vesceles: I think many pagan rituals can be transformed into Satanic ones.
alex superstar: true, you know what they say about satanism/christianity/etc
vesceles: Yes.
alex superstar: i'm not a religious person
alex superstar: i'm agnostic
vesceles: I believe in the spiritual world, but my experiences with spirits are limited.
alex superstar: my mom's house was haunted, but it really had nothing to do with sex demons or abortion
alex superstar: so kinda boring
vesceles: I find the killing of the unborn child the ultimate expression of sexual power.
alex superstar: definitely...but sexual power over who, the woman, the god, or the fetus?
vesceles: I'd love to visit some haunted houses with you and we could maybe do some rituals.
alex superstar: abortion rituals?
vesceles: The child.
vesceles: and the child's spirit.
alex superstar: perhaps, but out of curiousity, why would one want sexual power over a child and it's spirit?
alex superstar: not being judgemental...i would rather have sexual power over an adult person
alex superstar: or a god
alex superstar: you know.
alex superstar: i would very mcuh like to have sexual power over god and stuff.
vesceles: It is not sexual power as such, it is extreme emotion, which can be harnessed and used for other purposes in ritual.
alex superstar: oh...like the energy of the child, or your energy
alex superstar: and what other purposes would you use it for
vesceles: Yes.
alex superstar: i'm new to this
vesceles: For any purpose that you conduct a ritual for later.
alex superstar: what kind of rituals do you do?
vesceles: You can store the energy of the child in a crystal as it dies.
alex superstar: really
alex superstar: what does the crystal look like does it change colors as the child dies
vesceles: Banishment and invoking mainly.
alex superstar: banishment of what and invoking of what?
alex superstar: this is really interesting to me
alex superstar: i don't know a lot about wicca/witta/etc
vesceles: I have not done the cryustal thing because I have not performed an abortion yet.
alex superstar: oh :( would you do a ritual abortion or a real one, and 2 are you professionally equipped to do abortions
alex superstar: 'cause like i'm sure i'll need at least half a dozen more in my lifetime
alex superstar: at least
vesceles: Banishment can be done to get rid of anything in your life. Including a pregnancy.
alex superstar: oh, nice
alex superstar: so you can use it like or instead of birth control?
alex superstar: is there a ritual for birth control
vesceles: Yes. It can be an effective means of birth control.
vesceles: Combined with meditative techniques.
alex superstar: that's pretty amazing i should try that
alex superstar: i really am too lazy to tgake the pill and guys hate condoms, you know
vesceles: Have you ever wanted a man who was into abortion to be with you the 6 months?
alex superstar: yes.
alex superstar: definitely.
vesceles: We could get into all of it and learn together if we decided to.
vesceles: I want an abortion to be mine. Does that make sense?
alex superstar: i would love to talk more about this
alex superstar: you fascinate me
alex superstar: your stories and wisdom
vesceles: I want to see my own child being pulled apart.
vesceles: Thank you.
alex superstar: your welcome
alex superstar: you're
vesceles: Abortion is so beautiful.
alex superstar: yes
vesceles: Even surgical abortion.
alex superstar: it makes me want to paintshop pro myself up it makes me just ooze art
alex superstar: i know.
alex superstar: me too

(we have a lover's spat about slyvia plath vs. f. scott fitztgerald, we make up and we make a random date to talk more about faeries and ritual abortions in the future!)">