Current mood:

cranky

"thanks...may fetuses dance in your dreams"
Today, on Yahoo messenger and via email, I spent much of the evening learning more than I ever wanted to know about abortions, the underground world of internet abortion fetishes, and abortion erotica. Now I am not easily weirded-out, but I don't know how long it is going to take me to fully recover and I'm not sure if it's completely safe for me to take Ambien tonight, but I will probably put stuff on SENDSPACE or something when I do so people can secretly download it if they want to, I want none of this on my mind when I am thinking sexy or happy thoughts, I feel kind of like I've just had 18 abortions. HOWEVER, this was rather brilliant and growingly creepy and relatively non-offensive, compared to the rest:

prochoicegroup: i had her later again, but not often
Alex Superstar: yes
Alex Superstar: she sounds kind of flighty
Alex Superstar: like me
prochoicegroup: yes
prochoicegroup: that makes you all so attractive
prochoicegroup: you do what you want and if you get preg, you just get rid of it, exterminate it, so its ending in a waste container
Alex Superstar: you tell it brother
prochoicegroup: or flushed down the clinic toilet
Alex Superstar: and we go do it again
prochoicegroup: yesssssssss
Alex Superstar: and don't even give a fuck about ANYONE
prochoicegroup: i want to do another abortion on you now, if you want
Alex Superstar: another one?
prochoicegroup: are you hot
prochoicegroup: do you feel like you want another orgasm
Alex Superstar: extremely.
Alex Superstar: yes of course
prochoicegroup: lets do the phone open
Alex Superstar: no, no phone
prochoicegroup: want to hear you please
prochoicegroup: if you cum
Alex Superstar: ON THE INTERNET. i don't know you well enough for phone yet
Alex Superstar: words are sexy.
prochoicegroup: i type the words, you type the words
Alex Superstar: i am reading your words
prochoicegroup: i just want to hear your breathing and moaning
Alex Superstar: and i am taking off my clothes
prochoicegroup: yes
prochoicegroup: i call you and then do the abortin on you
prochoicegroup: and you give it to yourself
prochoicegroup: and i just listen
Alex Superstar: no, cyber-abortion
Alex Superstar: no phone.
Alex Superstar: get a mic.
prochoicegroup: ok
prochoicegroup: i will do my best
Alex Superstar: we can rock the mic with our abortion sex.

(He ends up sending me abortion erotica called "The Group Abortion." It peaks at "Imagine, I just found out Brad knocked up Theresa, Gloria and me. How can he possibly fuck all
three of us at the same time?! I need to get an abortion as soon as possible and so do Theresa and Gloria." and it's all downhill from there.)

Alex Superstar: i love the sound effects and the descriptions so much
prochoicegroup: want more?
Alex Superstar: sure
Alex Superstar: email
prochoicegroup: sending you another one by mail
prochoicegroup: i also attach some really hot pics
prochoicegroup: of aborted babys as well as abortion procedures
Alex Superstar: i will masturbate later
prochoicegroup: i would love to hear you orgasm
Alex Superstar: yes.
prochoicegroup: when you need money to buy the abortion toys we need for our play you tell me where to send it

(MY SENSES PERK UP.)

prochoicegroup: normally you get an abortion table for about 200 dollars used

(I weigh this out. 200$, he doesn't know where I live, these things generally never work out anyway, is there any harm trying?)

Alex Superstar: sure...do you have any preferences in types or brands?
prochoicegroup: and the instruments plus sterilisation stuff for a few hundredmore
prochoicegroup: we will choose together on ebay
Alex Superstar: okay
Alex Superstar: then maybe paypal would be best
prochoicegroup: yes
Alex Superstar: so i can buy something straight-out
prochoicegroup: lets go to ebay US and see what we can find
Alex Superstar: okay
Alex Superstar: i'm not really sure what to look under
prochoicegroup: i am looking and send you a link
prochoicegroup: we need something made of steelpipes
Alex Superstar: okay
prochoicegroup: i guess you get something like that in NYC in a s&M shop
Alex Superstar: yeah, everything in nyc is expensive as hell
prochoicegroup: here you have all the instruments used for abortions inside you
Alex Superstar: wow
prochoicegroup: you can buy everything there
prochoicegroup: you will really feel it when we do it
Alex Superstar: yeah, i'm looking
prochoicegroup: you will feel like in real aboriton
Alex Superstar: you sound like you have experience.
prochoicegroup: i have seen many done in real, that helps
Alex Superstar: that definitely helps a lot

(i casually point out the most expensive abortion tool kits)

prochoicegroup: of all my abortion fetish contacts you are the by far most attractive
Alex Superstar: thanks
prochoicegroup: you are one of my few real life contacts now

(as far as he knows, this is the first time we've spoken. i have a new screenname. even SO, third time on yahoo at best.)

Alex Superstar: you don't talk to a lot of people in real life?
prochoicegroup: no, i protect my privacy
Alex Superstar: right, sometimes you have to be careful
prochoicegroup: but you send me pics and i heard your voice, so i know you are real
prochoicegroup: often people try to fool you
prochoicegroup: you know something, if we get in touch regularly, you could come to europe for abortion play vacation at my place some time too
Alex Superstar: abortion play in europe is probably more awesome than abortion play in america.
prochoicegroup: maybe you could even move over here and we get a kind of abortion relationship
prochoicegroup: we could play it often
prochoicegroup: and i would accompany you regularly to your real abortions
Alex Superstar: brilliant
prochoicegroup: yes
prochoicegroup: you have a right to orgasm i think
Alex Superstar: so do i.
prochoicegroup: you should have babys aborted if that gives you orgasms
Alex Superstar: yes
prochoicegroup: i need to go now, have to get up in 5 hours for work
prochoicegroup: its 1 am here
Alex Superstar: okay, well it was nice talking with you.
prochoicegroup: it was the hottest chat i ever had
Alex Superstar: this was.
Alex Superstar: a very hot chat.
prochoicegroup: if you want phone abortion, just tell me
prochoicegroup: ttys
Alex Superstar: okay
prochoicegroup: take care
Alex Superstar: you too.
prochoicegroup: and have abortion dreams tonight
prochoicegroup: bye
Alex Superstar: thanks...may fetuses dance in your dreams